As we mentioned previously, our minds cannot grasp the true nature of reality. The universe is inevitably larger than the stories and explanations we can conceive. Our minds abhor and rebel against experiences we cannot explain. Isaiah’s direct encounter with HaShem makes him realize how much of his being has been created with the self-delusions and false notions about the nature of reality that was shared by his society. Prior to the prophets, Adam, Noah, Abraham, Isaac and Jacob all had the ability to communicate with HaShem without the prospect of a psychic death.
To understand where all this started, we have to go back to the Garden of Eden and ask, What was the difficulty with Adam eating from the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil? At first glance, it would appear that this would be a good thing. Why wouldn’t HaShem want us to know the difference between good and evil so that we could consistently choose good? Nachmanides writes:
The proper interpretation appears to me to be that man’s original nature was such that he did whatever was proper for him to do naturally, just as the heavens and all their hosts do, “faithful workers whose work is truth, and who do not change from their prescribed course” [Sanhedrin 42a] and in whose deeds there is no love or hatred. Now it was the fruit of this tree that gave rise to will and desire, that those who ate it should choose a thing or its opposite, for good or for evil. This is why it was called ‘etz hada’ath’ (the tree of the knowledge of good and evil), for da’ath in in our language is used to express will…. Commentary on Genesis, Genesis II, Bereshith: 2:9. p.72)
After eating of the fruit of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, Adam and subsequent generations lost the ability to see the connection of the created world with the source of all creation. After the fall of Adam, humans began to choose what is good or bad through the lens of the temporal fears and desires of their bodies. It is through this lens that we, the children of Adam, create the stories of our selves, the nature of the universe and the meaning of our lives. So, we must ask what is the nature of this lens? How is reality distorted? Is there a corrective measure we can take to adjust our vision to the true reality of our lives? Let’s go back and examine what happened in the Garden of Eden when the Snake spoke LaShon Hara (or lied) to Eve saying:
Even if God has said so, are you [really] not to eat from all the trees of the garden? And the woman said to the serpent: “We may eat of the fruit of the trees in the garden, but regarding the fruit of the tree which is in the middle of the garden God said: ‘You shall not eat from it and not touch it, lest you will die.’ Thereupon the serpent said to the woman: “You will not die so soon. God knows quite well that on the day you will eat from it your eyes will be opened and you will be like God, knowing what is good and what is evil. (Beresheit II,3)
At first glance it would seem as if the snake was telling the truth! Poor Eve was born practically yesterday. Ostensibly, doesn’t the advice: “don’t believe everything you hear” make good common sense? Also, Eve ate of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil and didn’t die right then and there. So the snake wasn’t lying about that. Eve ate the apple and continued to live. The snake goes on to say: “God knows quite well that on the day you will eat from it your eyes will be opened and you will be like God, knowing what is good and what is evil.” Notice, the snake doesn’t say: You will become a God too. Rather, he says: “your eyes will be opened and you will be like God, knowing what is good and what is evil.” This is the basis of the serpent’s deception. As much as Eve might become like God, a human cannot become God. Only God has all the information in the universe; and so only God sees the ultimate truth and can know the ultimate outcome as to whether an action produces good or evil. As a limited, time-bound entity, Eve can never be certain of whether an outcome of an action is ultimately good or evil. Eating of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil produces the certainty that we understand the outcome. The certainty that results is the problem.
So long as we interpret the physical world through the lens of human limitation and fear and anger, harsh judgment and accusations emerge. We add certainty to this and the obfuscation of the true nature of the soul is complete. With this certainty, the soul is fooled into thinking that it is subjected to the temporal cycle of birth, becoming, dying and disintegration and is separated further from the Source of All Souls.
Notice that the tree forbidden to Adam and Eve was not The Tree of the Knowledge of Good or Evil; rather, it’s The Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil. The events of our lives are never good or evil; rather there is always good mixed in evil and evil mixed in good. Our bodies exist in a continuous cycle of creation and destruction. We exist because our individual cells are created in opposition to entropy. When we age, entropy takes over and more cells are destroyed than live. Our individual lives appear to be based on the cycle of creation and destruction. However, we are certain of this because we have ingested the certainty of fruit of the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil.
In reality, since our consciousness is rooted beyond the created world, there is no death that is not part and parcel of life. According to Nachmanides:
But in the opinion of our Rabbis [Shabbat 58b], if Adam had not sinned he would have never died, since the higher soul bestows life forever, and the Will of God which is in him at the time of his formation would always cleave to him and he would exist forever, as I have explained in the verse, And God saw that it was good.
Know that composition indicates destruction only in the opinion of those wanting in faith who hold that creation came by necessity. But in the opinion of men of faith who say that the world was created by the simple Will of God, its existence will also continue forever as long as it is His desire. This is clear truth…. (Nachmanides, Genesis II, Bereshit 2:17, p. 75)
As soon as Adam and Eve eat from the Tree, they become afraid and it is fear that motivates Adam to hide from his Creator. And, “measure against measure”, HaShem hides from Adam. Although the Creator is omnipresent, HaShem now sounds to Adam as if His voice were “walking about in the Garden in the wind of the day”. Even though God is omnipresent and omniscient, he nonetheless asks Adam, “Where are you?” Wouldn’t God who is omniscient and omnipresent know? Why ask? It is as if the Creator had decided: “Well Adam, if you hide from Me, I will hide from you. It is from this time on in the panorama of human history that the Creator’s presence becomes increasingly obscured to mankind. As we hide and deny the existence of God, HaShem becomes more and more hidden from us.
Eve gives birth to Cain and Abel. Nachmanides (p. 87) points out that the Hebrew root of Cain is kaniti or I acquired. Adam and Eve have been expelled from the Garden of Eden and now must work the ground to survive. The ability to see God’s role in the provision of life’s necessities has been obscured and Adam and Eve fall prey to the illusion that they are the ones that alone must work to acquire their livelihood. (Nachmanides, p.87) also clarifies the Hebrew root of Abel is Hevel — a hot dry wind, emptiness, usually translated as vanity. In other words, desire gives birth to the craving for acquisition and unrefined free will gives rise to vanity. This is precisely how children are born, narcissistic and motivated by the Id. Indeed after God destroys the earth with the flood, HaShem says: “For the imagination of Man’s heart is evil from his youth.” (Bereishit, 8:21)
From the Fall of Adam until Isaiah’s prophecy, humanity’s imagination stimulated by the body’s desire increasingly blotted out the direct perception of HaShem as the source of creation until only an elite few prophets had the ability to communicate with God even indirectly. By the time we get to Isaiah, nearly all of humanity has built a false narrative that precludes HaShem as the direct source of their reality.
Notice that both prophets, Isaiah and Daniel, prepare for their spiritual ascents by confessing their sins and the sins of their people to HaShem. In order for God to reveal himself to the prophet, the prophet must confess and atone for their sins. It is no mistake that the Hebrew word for repentance is “tschuvah”. Literally translated, tschuvah is the word return. When we repent, we admit the reality of our situation, the reality of our selves and because God is the Ultimate Truth, the Source of Our Creation is revealed.